Today Has been crazy, I woke up at around 2:30 am, and couldn't go back to sleep...I have been over exhausted...I'm running on empty right now... But Hey as long as Anthony keeps me on my feet, I will run =)
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Break Down...
Some of you may know that I have a almost 2 year old child, he's my world, when he hurts I hurt, and go Bananas...
Yesterday mid-afternoon, we were driving to put gas, and some how he just untied him self. All I heard was him crying, I looked back.....and he wasn''t in his seat... Once I got to the gas station, I seen him on the car floor. I sat him down, and started to pump... He told me Aaawwoooiii, and when I turned to look at my poor baby, his right side of his head was gushing out with blood. =( I was a wreck...I know that this I will never forget.... My Little guy is a Fighter....he's doing so much better =)
Friday, May 13, 2011
Changes....
"I got Love for my Brother,
But we can never go nowhere
unless we share with each other,
We gotta make changes,
Learn to see me as a Brother,
Instead of two distant Stranger's."
Life has to be a constant struggle. If you can't see life's changes, your living Blind.
I may not be in my mid twenties, But I am a mother, who looks out for a Child. My little guy is the one I look after, and before.
I am a married woman who wishes at times that I wasn't. Life may suck, but I would never say Fuck my life. I am thankful that God put me here for more than 20 years. Most important of all is that God gave me the strength to be a strong Mother.
I am a friend, who sees your wrongs and your rights. A friend you can come talk to about any thing, and You will always know that I am an unopened book. No one will ever find out what we have talked about unless you give me the O.K to speak.
I am a sister, who speaks of you when asked, who has carried anger inside me for you. Who will let my Gard down for you. I will throw away my life just to make you Happy.
I am a auntie, who has carried with four extra kids in one day, for no reason. I have took you under my wing, so that no one would hurt any of you. I am the one you call Auntie, I am also the one you have hit out of anger, with your words, your bad behavior, and I was there when No one but me, was there to feed you a bottle, hearing four other's cry. I have put my Son last to take good care of you, and that is no more
I am a daughter, who seems to be just a side of distractions, I am here for you only when YOU need me. I am here when you need to take out your anger. I am here for when you get home your house is spotless, and your dinner is cooked.
I have decided to CHANGE.
Every time I talk it goes in one ear, and come out of thee other. I have a voice, that no one but my enemies have heard. I have had the short string for many years, now I want it my way.
I have been called a Bitch, by them who have said they Love me, I have been called a back stabber, again by them who have said they Love me. Do I have to show them what a real Back stabbing Bitch looks like?
I have been here for all these people who have a special spot in my heart, I just cant stand it any more.
All I ask for is to be alone. In my own room, with my own son, with every thing MY own.
I just need to be listened to.
Better yet, I HAVE BEEN HERE....NO MORE!!!
But we can never go nowhere
unless we share with each other,
We gotta make changes,
Learn to see me as a Brother,
Instead of two distant Stranger's."
Life has to be a constant struggle. If you can't see life's changes, your living Blind.
I may not be in my mid twenties, But I am a mother, who looks out for a Child. My little guy is the one I look after, and before.
I am a married woman who wishes at times that I wasn't. Life may suck, but I would never say Fuck my life. I am thankful that God put me here for more than 20 years. Most important of all is that God gave me the strength to be a strong Mother.
I am a friend, who sees your wrongs and your rights. A friend you can come talk to about any thing, and You will always know that I am an unopened book. No one will ever find out what we have talked about unless you give me the O.K to speak.
I am a sister, who speaks of you when asked, who has carried anger inside me for you. Who will let my Gard down for you. I will throw away my life just to make you Happy.
I am a auntie, who has carried with four extra kids in one day, for no reason. I have took you under my wing, so that no one would hurt any of you. I am the one you call Auntie, I am also the one you have hit out of anger, with your words, your bad behavior, and I was there when No one but me, was there to feed you a bottle, hearing four other's cry. I have put my Son last to take good care of you, and that is no more
I am a daughter, who seems to be just a side of distractions, I am here for you only when YOU need me. I am here when you need to take out your anger. I am here for when you get home your house is spotless, and your dinner is cooked.
I have decided to CHANGE.
Every time I talk it goes in one ear, and come out of thee other. I have a voice, that no one but my enemies have heard. I have had the short string for many years, now I want it my way.
I have been called a Bitch, by them who have said they Love me, I have been called a back stabber, again by them who have said they Love me. Do I have to show them what a real Back stabbing Bitch looks like?
I have been here for all these people who have a special spot in my heart, I just cant stand it any more.
All I ask for is to be alone. In my own room, with my own son, with every thing MY own.
I just need to be listened to.
Better yet, I HAVE BEEN HERE....NO MORE!!!
Monday, May 9, 2011
侘寂
I haven't posted on my blog for a while now, and so I want to catch up on my latest thing I have purchased. Also, I want to give you a little inside tip on how to wear PINK tights.
For Mother's Day, I decided to wear, a black dress, similar to this one, with some pink tights, and for the High heels I wore some silver pumps. I have to say all the attention I got was amazing. I'm more than sure that I got criticized a lot, but hey I like to STAND OUT.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJQoBEV6-8W6CQ3VXV5J3ZIIkB0vLleOoh3l7SesZizYgXUIMFX4PQRToitYaoRdKR225Y-amQukllH_Rf3IzZzRvdNvYlGAYsYulYNejwOtQoeZuDym0W3lQ1C2I707ihW3-VjqHc9sU/s1600/Kate+Spade+pink+tights.jpg)
Dress: Roper, I had my Tia, shorten the sleeves so it would be 3/4.
Tights: PINK Victoria Secret
Heels: Silver High Heels
Necklace: Vintage Clear beads
Earrings: Silver, and black Flower's
侘寂 WABI SABI, [The aesthetic is sometimes described as one of beauty that is "imperfect, impermanent and incomplete"]
I wore the tights to show another side of me, I like to mix up my style, I like to see how other's react, also to bring idea's to the table, for people who wouldn't buy things so bold. =]
Saturday Afternoon Jo took me to Walgreen's for some foundation, and I have to say this is Maybelline Fit Me Collection is awesome. It has great coverage, and it's smooth. I only hate that the bottle is cute, but it has no pump. These are the two products I purchased in my skin color.
For Mother's Day, I decided to wear, a black dress, similar to this one, with some pink tights, and for the High heels I wore some silver pumps. I have to say all the attention I got was amazing. I'm more than sure that I got criticized a lot, but hey I like to STAND OUT.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJQoBEV6-8W6CQ3VXV5J3ZIIkB0vLleOoh3l7SesZizYgXUIMFX4PQRToitYaoRdKR225Y-amQukllH_Rf3IzZzRvdNvYlGAYsYulYNejwOtQoeZuDym0W3lQ1C2I707ihW3-VjqHc9sU/s1600/Kate+Spade+pink+tights.jpg)
Dress: Roper, I had my Tia, shorten the sleeves so it would be 3/4.
Tights: PINK Victoria Secret
Heels: Silver High Heels
Necklace: Vintage Clear beads
Earrings: Silver, and black Flower's
侘寂 WABI SABI, [The aesthetic is sometimes described as one of beauty that is "imperfect, impermanent and incomplete"]
I wore the tights to show another side of me, I like to mix up my style, I like to see how other's react, also to bring idea's to the table, for people who wouldn't buy things so bold. =]
Saturday Afternoon Jo took me to Walgreen's for some foundation, and I have to say this is Maybelline Fit Me Collection is awesome. It has great coverage, and it's smooth. I only hate that the bottle is cute, but it has no pump. These are the two products I purchased in my skin color.
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